Burning Attraction (10 page)

             
I hear good-byes go all around the table, and as soon as Mason and Avery's voices are cleared from being around, the tension leaves my shoulders and my head just falls. The bang of my forehead to the lunch table hurts but I don't say anything, I don't move it, I just lay here like a freakin idiot.

             
"You okay Cassie?" Carson finally asks me, but I just shrug my shoulders. "Is there anything you need to tell me?"

             
I close my eyes and take a deep breathe in. I swallow hard as I pull my head up to look at Carson. Giving him a sheepish look, I answer, "I went to the fight Saturday. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. It was last minute and it was all supposed to be kept a secret. I wanted to tell you, I just didn't want you pissed off, so I'm really sorry Carson." I look down to the floor, waiting for him to storm off pissed.

             
Of course Aubrey was right though, he doesn't really show me his pissed off side, and I'm thankful for that. "It's okay, I heard you were there. I was wondering when you were going to tell me." Shit, shit, shit. He heard I was there. So did he hear about the kiss? I look up to him, my eyes as wide as saucers, waiting to hear if he has more to say.

             
"You did?" I ask. I can feel Aubrey's eyes on me but I don't dare to look away from Carson. I want to know what he knows. If he knows the truth.

             
He just nods but doesn't give any clue of anything more. "Yeah, you don't have to keep things from me you know. It doesn't bother me if you go to the fights. What bothers me is finding out from other people. And when Avery wants to be a jackass like that, like he knows you didn't tell me."

             
I bite down on my lip and nod for a second before answering. "I really am sorry Carson. I'm scared to lose you or fight with you. I'll tell you if there is another fight, but I'm not sure if I'll be attending any more. It was an awesome fight, but it's kind of creepy being down there."

             
"Yeah, I bet," he says, smiling at me. That is the end of the conversation and I'm glad. I still have no idea if he knows about the kiss, but I'll play it off that he doesn't. If he does, well, he is playing it off just as well as me.

             
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Two nights later, Aubrey and I are at the apartment doing our yoga when there is a knock on the door. I make her answer it because I don't know who would be stopping by, and I hate being interrupted during yoga. I hear a man's voice that turns me to mush instantly, so I stand up and run to the door. "Hi Carson, what are you doing here?"

             
He smiles at me. "Hey beautiful. I just wanted to stop in and see if you were busy?"

             
"Oh, um," I point my thumb towards the living room, "just doing yoga, but that’s all. Why?" I smile with excitement. I love when Carson surprises me. Over the past few weeks he has just randomly showed up and brought me out to dinner, movies, the aquarium, a ballet and has brought over delicious take out. It's always something fun and exciting.

             
He takes in my yoga outfit with approving eyes, "I see. Well, there is a new restaurant that just opened last week and I managed to get in. Would you like to come? Or I can just stay here and watch you do some of those amazingly hot positions in that outfit?"

             
I laugh at him, "maybe later you can. Yes, I'd love to go. Let me go get dressed for it. Is it fancy?" I open the door wider, allowing Carson to follow me in.

             
I walk towards my bedroom and he follows me as he answers, "a cocktail dress or whatever would be fine. Don't overdo it. Need me to get Aubrey in here to help?" There is amusement in his tone and I have to laugh. He knows me so well.

             
"Yeah, probably. I'll get dressed first though." I pick out a navy blue dress with a pair of matching flats and prepare to get dressed, with Carson watching me. I love getting changed in front of him, because he can't touch me but he can certainly watch, and all night long he is insanely turned on. Once we get back to where ever it is we're going, the sex is twice as amazing, if possible. It's like a night of foreplay with Carson.

             
I hear a small growl leave his throat as I change my bra and I just smile knowingly. "You're such a tease," he says in a seductive tone. I just giggle but don't say more as I slowly hook this new bra and make sure my girls are in place. He just shakes his head, grinning like a school boy. "This better be a fast meal tonight. I can't wait to have those in my mouth later." I'm wet instantly with his words.

             
I have to clear my throat before I can answer him. "Yeah, we could always skip dinner?" I reach up behind me to undo my bra and let it fall to the floor. His smile widens as he comes strolling towards me, pulling me up to him and pressing his lips to mine. I can feel his erection through his jeans and I'm turned on so bad. I won't be able to last through dinner without having sex first.

             
Carson pushes me back until the back of my knees hit the bed and I fall. He lands on top of me and pushes his tongue deep into my mouth. He pulls away just long enough to get naked, as I pull off my own underwear. He moans with approval as he looks at my naked body. Two of his fingers go into his mouth and he leans down, placing his warm, wet fingers onto my throbbing core. He rubs circles and I arch my back, it feels so amazing. I swear he always knows how to touch me just right.

             
"Carson," I breathe out, "fuck me." Instead of answering me, he puts his tongue to meet his fingers, dipping it inside me before sucking on my clit with just enough force to have me yell out in pleasure.

             
"Always ready for me baby," he whispers against my clit, running shivers up my body. "I love when you’re wet and ready." He puts two fingers deep inside me, pumping them with a force that has my orgasm building up rabidly. His thumb meets his mouth at my clit and rubs circles while he flicks his tongue out.

             
I scream out, "Carson, fuck, yesssss!" Holy shit, this is amazing. I can never get used to how incredible he makes me feel in bed. "I'm coming," I moan as he just goes harder with his fingers and tongue. I ride out my orgasm on his face and as soon as I'm done, he stands up and leans down over me.

             
"God, it's so hot when get off on my mouth. You taste amazing." Carson kisses me, pushing his tongue into my mouth, and I can taste myself. I suck on his bottom lip before biting down on it, then slide my tongue into his mouth, enjoying his forcefulness.

             
Carson pulls away as he gets his condom on, then comes back and lays down next to me. I crawl over and spread my legs over his hard cock. I love riding him, he gives my boobs just the right amount of attention and my orgasms seem stronger this way. I slowly slide down his enormous cock, feeling myself pulsating around him from my release moments ago. "Ohhh," he moans. It turns me on knowing he is so horny for me.

             
I slide up and down his shaft, his hands on my hips as I grind circles around him. His mouth goes to my breasts as I bend forward, and I scream out when his teeth bite down on my nipple. I start riding him harder and faster, then he flips me over onto my back and plows into me. His thrusts are so deep and hard that I can't help but dig my nails into his back. "Fuck Carson, oh my God!"

             
"Come for me, come around my dick," he whispers seductively against my ear lobe, as he bites down on it. "Cassie, come for me." And I do. My thighs tighten around him as my body releases another orgasm, causing him to moan out in pleasure. "I'm coming," he growls out in ecstasy.

             
We both lay next to each other, waiting for our breathing to slow down. I look over at him and smile, just adoring how amazing of a boyfriend I have. I find myself falling deeper and deeper for him every time we're together. He looks at me and kisses my swollen lips, "I love you Cassandra McKnight."

             
It's the first time those words have left his mouth, and it causes butterflies to explode inside me. It is like fireworks just got set off and everything. "I love you too, Carson, so much." I feel tears fill my eyes but I blink them back. I've said those three words to others before, but I've never meant it before now. I've never felt more special having someone say those words to me. It feels right. It feels perfect.

             
"Want to eat still?" he asks me with humor behind his voice. It makes me giggle because the timing is a little off, but that’s okay. It's part of the reason I do love Carson, because nothing really is ever that awkward with him.

             
I nod, "yes, I need it after that work out." I lean in and kiss his lips again before getting off the bed to get ready for dinner out with my man.

Chapter 7: Halloween Party

             
I slide my knee high socks up my legs and place the maroon and black sneakers on my feet. My black shorts look more like underwear, and my maroon beater is skin tight on me, showing most of my stomach. Aubrey has me sit down in the chair as she works on my hair and makeup. My nerves are out of control as we get ready for the Halloween party. I haven't told Carson what I'm wearing, but since he told me he loved me yesterday, I have a feeling he won’t mind that I'm dressed as a boxer.

             
Aubrey pulls my hair into a sleek pony tail, pinning my bangs back. She adds silver and black eye shadow, black eyeliner and extra mascara, causing my eyes to look incredibly seductive. They remind me of those girls you see in magazines. I hardly recognize myself right now, and I love it. I look sexy as sin and it excites me. Aubrey is already dressed in her pink bra and underwear set that has a round bunny tail on the back of her bottoms. Her short, blonde hair is curled to perfection, and once she is finished with my makeup, she adds her own. I help her put the bunny ears on her head, then she places her feet into way-too-tall of heels. The last thing I need is the boxing gloves that are tied to strings, and I place them around my neck.

             
When I walk into the frat house, it is already packed full of people. Some costumes get a laugh out of me, like a guy dressed as a giant penis, and a girl that is dressed as a sheep. But most of the costumes are slutty, some even worse than Aubrey's outfit. Someone comes up behind me and pretends to bite down on my neck and I turn around with a giggle to see Carson dressed as the sexiest vampire alive. Eat shit Edward Cullen, because Carson Woods looks much more delicious than you.

             
"Hot damn Cassie," Carson says eyeing my outfit. "I almost didn't recognize you. If it weren't for Aubrey here, I would have thought you were someone else."

             
I raise an eyebrow. "You like?" Then I pretend to give him a one, two punch.

             
He laughs at me, "hell yeah I approve. You can kick my ass any day looking like that." I'm so happy he approves, I can't help but grin like an idiot.

             
"And you can eat me any day looking like that," I say eyeing him up and down. When the laughter escapes both Aubrey and Carson's mouths, I realize my words came out much more sexual than I meant. I blush lightly but laugh with them, playing it off cool.

             
He leans in and whispers lightly into my ear, causing a buildup of sensation deep down inside me. "I'll have no problem eating you later." I have to squeeze my legs tight for a moment, as I become wet from his promise.

             
The party starts off amazing. There is a beer pong competition that we all take turns playing in, which causes me to get drunk really fast. Only an hour into the party and I'm all giggles from the beer I've been drowning in. Carson is in the middle of a round so I tell him I'm going outside to get some fresh air. Aubrey follows me outside since we both lost already.

             
Aubrey and I are talking about some of the costumes, when she scans her head around and freezes. Her eyes bulge and she smiles wide, so I look in her direction to see Mason. She looks back at me. "I didn't know he was coming," she whispers.

             
"Go," I wave her on. She meets up with Mason and they start talking. I'm so happy for her!

             
I sit down on a bench, not ready to go in quite yet when someone comes up behind me and whispers in the most seductive bedroom voice I've ever heard. "I approve," Avery says before coming around and sitting next to me.