Frostbite (The Dragonian Series Book 3) (8 page)

“No, she just doesn’t trust it anymore.”

“I don’t understand.”

“It’s hard to explain to you how Irene’s gift works. All you need to know is that when she says something while she’s going
whoo whoo
,” his hands and eyes mimicked the action and it made me laugh. “Then you know you should pay attention.”

“Can you feel the darkness?”

“It comes and goes. For some reason when I make myself useful, like helping you or coaching the Warbel team, it’s bearable.”

“See, helping others is good.”

He smiled.

“Is that the reason you decided to do this?”

“It’s one of them.”

“There are more? What are the others?”

“You’re not ready to know that yet,” he said and jumped up. “Come, I’ll race you to the Academy.” He ran to the edge, pulled off his robe with one yank and dove off.

I got up and ran to the edge to see his dragon gliding above the tree tops as he ascended.

I closed my eyes, pulled off my own robe and for the first time ever, I, Elena Watkins, followed his lead.

My heart didn’t bounce the way it used to in the beginning and my mind didn’t think about me splatting on the earth. I knew that my dragon was real, and I guessed I’d finally started to make peace with what I was. I took a deep breath as the wind blew in my face and within five seconds the change came and my wings opened and trusted the wind beneath them.

HE NEXT DAY was Friday. I didn’t meet Blake behind the Parthenon Dome anymore but on the top of the mountain.

He smiled as he saw my dragon form landing. “Cara or Elena?” he asked in a teasing voice.

“Be careful who you wish for rodent,” Cara replied.

“Cara.” Blake grinned and showed his canines.

“Or is it, idiot?” I said and his smirk disappeared.

Cara laughed as we went to the nearest tree to change.

See you later, sweets
.

“Ciao.”

I changed back to my human form, pulled the robe over my naked body and sat next to Blake on the boulder.

“So what are we going to do today, Yoda?”

He laughed. “What do you want to do?” he asked me in a seductive voice and I really hated the fact that he was making my stomach flip every time he used that honey voice on me.

“Nothing,” I said and lay on my back as I soaked up the sun’s rays. The wind was really starting to get cold but high on the mountain the sun was the master and it felt as if I was recharged by its rays.

“That sounds like a great plan.” Blake lay down on his back next to me with his arms resting under his head.

“Can I ask you a question?” I asked.

“Shoot.”

“How did your father beat you that last time? I mean, you are the Rubicon, and so powerful. I just don’t understand.”

He kept quiet for a while.

I turned on my stomach and rested my upper body on my elbows and looked at him. His eyes were closed and it didn’t look as if he wanted to answer my question. “Blake, I need to know how to control my temper if someone has to beat me.”

“Elena, I was drunk. It’s the only time that he’s tamable. Why do you think I get drunk on a weekly basis?”

“But you still do messed up things when you are drunk?”

“That is what happens when people are drunk.”

“They don’t burn down factories.”

“How do you know, you ever get drunk before?”

I laughed at the way his face questioned mine.

“Almost, and believe me burning something down didn’t come up,” I said and saw how the corners of his lips twitched slightly upwards. “So he’s basically asleep when you are wasted?”

“I didn’t say that. He’s a bit calmer and it’s easier to hold on.”

“Why do you hold on, why not succumb to the darkness?”

“Would you?”

“I’m going that way, so I don’t know if I would fight it the way you do. I don’t think I’m that strong.”

He smiled. “You think I’m strong, fighting this?”

“Yeah, you are.” I swallowed hard and looked away. For someone that really didn’t want me to fall in love with him he was really making it hard when he used that sweet voice.

“I don’t agree. If I had to tell you about all the shit I’ve done, you wouldn’t be here on this rock with me.”

“Nothing would surprise me anymore. I’m not a naive little girl.”

“Nice try, but if I tell you, I will have to kill you, and it’s not a Rubicon thing either.”

“Why did you push Lucian away? I mean, he was your best friend.”

“I told you that night why I did what I did.”

“Because of the darkness?”

“Yes, it didn’t want to be close to light. It made me nauseous.”

“It made you sick?”

“Yes, Elena. It made me sick. Being in the presence of my best friend made me sick. Telling him that would be worse, so I told him I didn’t want to be his friend anymore.”

“He never gave up on you, you know.”

“I had a feeling you were going to say that.”

“Well it’s the truth. I tried to talk him out of it the third time he tried to claim you. We got into a huge fight, our first one. He told me I knew nothing and if I knew what type of person you were, I would understand.” I giggled at his words telling me that he wouldn’t have stood a chance if Blake had wanted me. I didn’t tell him that though.

“Old Blake was pathetic,” he got up and rested his arms on his knees.

“Is that the Rubicon speaking or you?”

“Both, I
am
the Rubicon, Elena.”

“Yet you get drunk to control yourself. Yeah, it doesn’t make much sense.”

He turned his gaze back to me and just stared. “What do you want me to tell you, how chirpy I used to be and what a happy child I was? Giving my parents joy every day of their life, getting straight A’s. None of that matters anymore, Elena. That Blake is gone.”

I sat up too. “You used to get straight A’s?”

The seriousness of his face disappeared and a smile broke over his face again. He shook his head, slightly.

“The past doesn’t matter, we can’t go back and we can’t change it.”

“Says who? Maybe in ten years it will be a possibility.”

“You live in a dream world.”

“No, I live in Paegeia, crazy place, remember.”

“Well, if that happens, go back in time and see what I was.”

“Why did you ask George to prank me that day?”

“You really want to talk about that?”

“Yes, I do.”

“I don’t know, it was silly.”

“It was cruel. A Moon-Bolt killed my father and almost killed me too.”

“So I heard afterwards, sorry.”

“It’s fine. I should actually thank you for throwing me into the deep end.”

“Then what, you want me to take back being sorry?”

“You can do whatever you want, I don’t care.” It was quiet for a few seconds. “So Constance is your aunt. I didn’t see that one coming. What was it like when you were a child?”

“What is it with the million questions?”

“Curious,” I replied.

“I’m going to regret this.”

“That’s good.”

“What’s good?”

“You see a later; regret always comes later.”

He huffed, smiled and then he sighed. “It was fun, confused the living crap out of me, but they seemed to enjoy every moment of it.”

I laughed. “Now I know where you got your mean streak from.”

“Yeah, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree. So what do you want to know next?”

“Curiosity is satisfied for now. If I want to know more, I’ll ask.”

“Matt told me about that night.”

“On Interstate 40?” I smiled sadly. “It sounds like a bad love song, right.”

He laughed, nodded his head. “It does.”

“So what did Matt tell you?”

“That your father fought at least five dragons.”

“It was four. And I’ve never been so scared in my entire life.”

“Sorry to hear that. I can’t image it was very easy not growing up with dragons and then getting your ass chucked into a world filled with them.”

I gasped. “The big bad Rubicon showing a softer side? We have to get back to Dragonia, the world is about to end.”

He rolled his eyes.

“Yeah it was crazy, but I would’ve given anything to tell him how sorry I was for being such an idiot every time he made me move. If time travel does exist one day, I would go back and tell him what a good job he did keeping my ass alive, although I still don’t know his reasons why.”

“He was your dad, Elena.”

“Still Blake, he should’ve told me what I was.”

“He probably had good reasons why he didn’t.”

“Reasons I’ll never know.”

“Fox, the guy that killed your father that night, used to kill plenty of dragons on the other side. I knew Matt was really worried about that.”

“How did you become such good buddies with Matt?”

“Easy,” he smirked. “I’m the Rubicon. Everyone wants to be friends with me.”

“Oh please.” I sounded sarcastic and we laughed. “Why did Fox kill all the other dragons?”

“He was a Moon-Bolt dragon and almost twice Irene’s age. I guess that man knew many things, but he was as evil as they come. Matt thought that he was working side by side with Goran. We all believed that when so many dragons died. I guess nobody will ever know why, now that he’s dead.”

“You think it had something to do with my father?”

“Well, whoever your father was Elena, he killed Fox.”

I froze as he said that. “I guess I never really knew him that well. For all I know he betrayed this Fox dude and killed all those dragons to get to him.”

“You really believe that?”

“What other explanation is there?”

“You were a Thunderlight, for one.”

It only raised more questions about why Fox was after Dad. It explained a lot too. Fox was probably the reason why we’d moved so much.

“You ever tried to find your dad this side?”

“What do you mean?”

“You know, search for him. See if you have any family that still lives here.”

“No, now that you mention it, it never crossed my mind,” I said. “To be honest, I wouldn’t know where to start.”

“I can help you if you want.”

I gasped. “Blake Leaf offering me more help. What would Tabitha think about that?”

He laughed. “It would be with Tabitha though. She’s crazy smart when it comes to searching for things.”

“Mmmm, she’s not a big fan of me though.”

“Elena, she’s not a big fan of a lot of people.”

“Is that why the two of you get along so great?”

“Could be.” He raised his eyes playfully.

I giggled.
How could this be the same person that hated me so much?
My stomach clenched as another thought entered my mind.
What was the real reason behind all of this?

We left our spot on the mountain after we took a couple of dives through the chilly air.

When we landed, I followed him to Tabitha’s room and I’d been right about her. She protested like crazy when Blake asked her, and for some reason he switched over to Latin and sort of swayed her to help me out.

She just glared at me and spat the words to meet her in the Library at eight, before she stomped off. Blake went in her room but waved at me while pulling his mouth in an awkward position.

It made me smile as I descended the staircase back to the fourth floor.

When I entered our room, I found Becky and Sammy watching
Dagger Love
.

“So how’re the flying lessons coming along? Made peace with the Rubicon yet?”

“Which one,” I asked Sammy and both girls laughed.

“Yeah, both are okay, I guess. You guys would never believe what I’m going to do tonight.”

Both girls stared at me.

“It’s not like that,” I said and laughed as I could only assume they were thinking about Blake. “Tabitha is going to help me find out about where I come from.”

“Tabitha. Blake’s Tabitha?” Becky asked incredulously.

“Yeah.”

“What on earth did you do to get her to help you?”