Hostile Home Front [Black Ops Brotherhood 2] (Siren Publishing Classic) (10 page)

“I’ve been seeing him for two weeks! Don’t you think it’s a little soon?” Amy asked incredulously.

“Not for him. Honey, he’s been seeing you for two weeks, that’s a committed relationship for a guy like that. He’s probably used to getting laid the first date. He must really like you,” Lynn said, shaking her head.

“I’ll call him and tell him it’s here,” Amy said, holding out her hand for the book.

Amy placed the book on her desk and went back to the page she was reviewing. She wasn’t sure how Gavin truly felt about something like that. He was always very gentlemanly. Tim had been the same way. She wondered what Gavin would do if she made such a forward advance. Gavin had called her earlier, but she hadn’t had a chance to return his call. She looked at the book resting on her desk.
What should I do?

818 Meade, #1502

Victoria, Texas

November 27, 2007/2203 Zulu

Gavin heard the knock just as he turned off the shower. He had tried calling Amy at the library earlier to see if she wanted to go out for dinner. He had been so tied up with this new case that he had not been able to spend that much time with her. She hadn’t called back, so he figured she was busy. Since it was still early he had planned on going back to see if she was closing the library today. He heard the knock again. He rubbed a towel quickly over his body and threw on the sleep shorts that hung in his bathroom. He reached the door and opened it quickly. It was Amy.

“I’m sorry. I can come back another time,” Amy said, backing away.

“No, it’s okay. Come in.” Gavin opened the door wider.

Amy stepped inside the doorway and paused a moment. Gavin turned and smiled at her.

“Can I get you something?” Gavin asked as he continued to dry himself.

Amy’s sudden appearance at his small apartment had been a very pleasant surprise. Being so shy, this was a very forward move for her.

“No, thank you. I brought the book you had on reserve.” Amy held out the book. “I got your message and just thought I would come by and drop this off on my way home…”

“Thanks.” Gavin stepped closer to her and took the book.

Amy blushed and looked down. There was something different about this blush and the way she looked away. Gavin put the book down and lifted her chin.

“That was nice of you, Amy,” Gavin said.

Amy swallowed hard and seemed to tense when Gavin touched her. He bent down and kissed her. He could feel her reach for him as she touched his forearms to steady herself when he pulled her closer. He broke momentarily.

“I–I should go. I’m sorry I bothered you,” Amy whispered.

“No. You should stay.” Gavin bent to kiss Amy again.

* * * *

Gavin’s voice vibrated throughout Amy’s body and its effect on her was profound. She could feel herself instantly become aroused. His voice seemed to set her nerves on edge as his touch sent a shock wave throughout her. He kept his mouth latched to hers, stroking her with his tongue, encouraging her to do the same. She had never felt like this before. She was completely captivated when her soft brown eyes met hard steel gray.
She was speechless as she thought about how she could only watch as a bead of water slid down the cord of his neck. She had wanted to taste it and the thought made her blush. Never in her life had carnal attraction affected her so profoundly.
The tension between them was tangible.

Tim had used her for sex. Most of the time there was no foreplay, not even kissing. He would simply lube himself and remind Amy she was his wife and this was one of the few things she was good for. When he was done she had felt like he had just used her for a toilet.

She pushed against Gavin, never wanting to feel used like that again. He held her fast. His hands softly rubbed her back, and his kisses became more demanding. The moisture of his damp body was soaking through the front of her blouse. Amy managed to break away slightly.

“Amy,” Gavin whispered against her lips.

The shock of Gavin’s sensual voice almost brought Amy to her knees. She had to grab his arms to steady herself.

“Gavin…please…” Amy managed to say before he pulled her under his spell again.

Amy could feel Gavin’s hard cock pushing up against her belly. She could feel his hands on her lower back playing with the zipper to her skirt. She managed to push herself away.

“Oh, baby. I want to see what a librarian wears under her clothes,
again
.” Gavin stared at her with lust-filled eyes.

“Gavin, please,” Amy repeated weakly.

“Please? What do you want, Amy?” Gavin started to unbutton her blouse.

Amy couldn’t think, much less speak.

“What are you doing?” Amy managed to ask as she grabbed Gavin’s hands.

“Getting what I’ve wanted ever since I saw you the first time. Amy, you’re all I think about,” Gavin confessed.

All of the years of humiliation came screaming back. Amy was afraid when Gavin started taking off her clothes. She was petrified he would be revolted. He would disgrace her by changing his mind, saying, “
What was I thinking
?”

She pulled her blouse closed. Confusion crossed his face. He took her hands and pulled them down.

“What are you doing?” Gavin asked.

Amy looked down and said nothing.

“Don’t do that, don’t hide yourself from me,” Gavin said.

“Gavin, please! We both know I’m no beauty queen. Let me go. I don’t want to be embarrassed,” Amy snapped.

Gavin took a step back.

“What? Why would you say that?” Gavin asked, confused.

* * * *

Gavin watched as Amy started to button her blouse.
Oh hell no!
Gavin’s senses screamed. There was no way he was letting her walk out the door now. Gavin had to think, and fast. Unfortunately, all he could think about was relieving his raging hard-on. Any second now he would totally lose it and pick Amy up, throw her on the table, and pretty much be going to prison for ravishing one of Victoria’s most beloved citizens. He was a cop and they’d throw the book at him out of principle.

“Stop it!” Gavin demanded as he took her hands. Gavin startled Amy with the sudden order. “My God! Since I’ve seen you, I’ve become obsessed with you. Amy, I want you.”

“Yeah, right. We both know you can do much better.” Amy pulled back.

What the hell is she saying?
Gavin stepped toward her, crowding her space. He was sexually frustrated and it was about to manifest into aggression. Amy’s words slowly registered with him. He had to get some control and think.
What the fuck? She thinks she’s ugly! How?
What the hell is wrong with her?

“What the hell’s wrong with you? You think you’re ugly?” Gavin asked incredulously. He was past thinking as he grabbed Amy’s upper arms, slightly shaking her. She looked away. He could see tears forming in her eyes. “Do you think I act this way with every woman I meet? You’re making me crazy!” he said wildly.

“Gavin…” Amy started to pull away.

Gavin cut her off and pulled her close. “Damn it, woman! You’re the hottest piece of ass I’ve ever seen! I can’t stand it anymore!” he barked.

Amy’s eyes widened and her jaw dropped. Gavin knew any minute now she would reach up and slap him for talking to her like that. It wouldn’t have surprised him if she turned and immediately walked out the door. He tried to calm himself and get a grip on his frustration. Gavin was just on the verge of begging her to stay. He had to get ahold of himself.

“Don’t leave me. I need you,” Gavin said.

Gavin looked deeply into her eyes as he took her hand into his larger one and kissed it. Never breaking eye contact, he took both her hands and put them on his shoulders. He bent again to kiss her. She was soft and smelled so good. He picked her up and carried her to his bed. He could see that delectable chest moving up and down with her erratic breathing. He laid her on the bed and continued with the unbuttoning of her blouse. He could see a peek of the brown lacy bra she wore. She put her hands up once more to hide herself.

“You do that again, I’ll rip these fucking clothes off you and tie you to this bed.” Gavin growled. He heard Amy giggle and melted. He smiled as he teased her lips and pushed the blouse from her shoulders. “Oh, yeah!” he said as he covered her throat with kisses.

Gavin heard Amy moan softly as he continued his playful nibbling. He was growing impatient with all of the clothes he was having to unlayer. He stood and pulled her to her feet, pushed her skirt down, and sat her back on the bed in one fluid motion as he removed the rest of what was left of her outer clothing. Gavin pushed her against the pillows as he crawled over her body. He sat back and took a good look while she was lying down, spread out before him. She started pulling on the comforter. Amy wanted to cover herself.

“Don’t you dare!” Gavin barked. He got up, briefly walking out of the room. He found his assault bag and pulled out his handcuffs. When he returned he set the pair of cuffs on the nightstand. Amy’s eyes widened.

“Last warning. I will cuff you to this bed!” Gavin said firmly. Gently brushing the hair from her eyes, he stroked her cheek. “I want to look at you. You’re so beautiful, Amy.”

Amy was wearing brown lacy boy shorts matching the bra she wore. Gavin assumed his kneeling position in between her knees. He bent down and started kissing her torso. Working his way up her body, he kissed her nipples through the lace and felt her arch against him.

* * * *

Amy felt herself melt into the bed. Never in her life had someone’s touch consumed her the way Gavin’s had. She had lost all rational thought. She knew she should stop him. She had only known him a few weeks. He seemed to be able to instantly melt away all her inhibitions. She didn’t care what she looked like and would do anything to keep his gentle petting from stopping. He touched her moistening pussy and rubbed through the thin, lacy material. She moved her hips in rhythm with his hand. His sensual laugh washed over her body.

“Do you like that, baby?” Gavin breathed as he moved down her belly, kissing around her belly button.

“Oh! Gavin!” Amy moaned.

Amy dug her nails into his shoulders and he playfully nipped her belly with his teeth, sending a shiver of pleasure through her. She was extremely aroused. Tim had convinced her she was cold and incapable of being aroused. Gavin was setting her on fire and driving her to the brink of madness. His kissing and nipping at her belly along with what his hand was doing to her pussy was taking her to another world.

Gavin moved his hand away and her eyes flew open. She looked down into his gray eyes. He was watching her. She could feel her face get warm as she blushed. He had been watching her all along. All her inhibitions came careening back toward her. Unconsciously, she started grabbing the comforter again, pulling it toward her.

“Amy…” Gavin warned as his demeanor turned dark instantly.

Amy immediately released the fabric. Gavin took her hands and placed them back on his shoulders. He maintained eye contact as he moved lower, kissing the lacy material around her hips. She couldn’t look away. He kissed her pussy and kept moving downward, kissing her there, through the thin fabric of her lingerie, still maintaining eye contact. She could no longer contain herself as she closed her eyes, and she threw back her head and moaned. He continued to tease her with his mouth and she felt him move the thin fabric aside and insert his thick finger into her pussy as he licked her sensitive clit. Her slick pussy instantly clamped down on his finger. He was shaking her to her very core.

“Amy, you’re so tight and wet.”

Gavin kissed and licked until she was shaking with need. He stopped and moved his way back up her body while still fingering her pussy. He finally reached her mouth with his once more, kissing her intensely. He stopped his ministrations with his finger. She opened her eyes and stared at him with lustful need. Her desperate brown eyes pleaded with his hard steel-gray eyes to continue his stroking.

“Do you want me?” Gavin asked. Amy mutely stared. All rational thought had escaped her and she was unable to speak. “Amy?” He kissed her belly.

Gavin shifted and slid beside Amy. Taking her hand, he guided her to his cock and wrapped her fingers around him. Somewhere along the way he had removed his own clothes.
When did that happen?
Amy was so very inexperienced. Tim had been her first and only. Sex with Tim was as unpleasant as it was rare. So far, Gavin was an experience Amy would never forget. In fact, it was downright addicting.

He helped her stoke him, guiding her hand for a few seconds.

“Amy? Do you want me?” Gavin asked again.

“I…uh…” Amy stuttered. She was finding it difficult to string words together.

“Tell me, baby. Tell me what you want.” Gavin whispered against her skin as he playfully nipped her throat.

“I want you, Gavin,” Amy said, starting to move her hand.

Gavin stopped her and wrapped her fingers around his cock once more.

“What do you want? Tell me how you like it…” Gavin whispered against her lips.

Amy said nothing. She didn’t know what she wanted. Up until now, she hadn’t liked sex. Gavin stopped and moved back.

“Amy, when I ask you something, I expect you to answer me,” Gavin said sternly.

“I don’t’ know,” Amy said shyly, her insecurities all returning.

“What don’t you know?” Gavin asked, quietly rubbing her tummy.

“I don’t know what I want,” Amy said, pulling at the comforter once more. Gavin stopped and she looked at him. His dark look was back. She released the comforter. “Gavin, no one has ever made me feel this way. I’ll do whatever you say,” she whispered.

Gavin pulled Amy to a sitting position and held her against him. “This isn’t all about me. I want you to be happy. I want you to come back for more.” He kissed her.